20 July 2003

rushed day.
woke up at 6, reached wilfred's camp outside at 8:15AM.
he had to do standby on saturday...
so today then get to book out.....
he only came out at 8:45AM...
then i waited for him to come out and HE STINKS! hahaha
basically we took a cab back home and i made him bathe immediately... after he bathe, he burnt a cd and after that we used the computer for awhile.. i showed him the Final Fantasy X-2 clips i burnt into a CD and after that we juz talk lah the whole day then erm.... had lunch... and i ironed his shirt... i spent alot of time talking to him and juz mainly catching up and talking and lotsa hugs n stuff. he gotta book in TONITE. sick right!? anyway.. time is precious and although i did cry once in awhile cos of some stuff lah then... i'm happy loh.. to seem him. our relationship only gets stronger and stronger and i love him more than juz a bf. lolz he is my best friend! what more can i ask for haha..

the time we have today is SO short..... it pains to think abt it... and when i see him go back to camp... it was even worse. i'll miss him so much! so much.... i was struggling with my emotions... trying not to cry... frm the moment i left him to go to the bus stop.... till i was in the bus.... till i was in the train... i did not recover. i was still struggling.... only until lakeside mrt stn.. then did i slowly start to calm dwn... then i went into a aimless state of mind... and drifted off to slp soon after.

i juz feel like hugging him forever haha... damn now i miss him like nuts. it's juz not enough... haiz... now i can't wait for the next saturday to come along.

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